What Delights Me

 

Turning 85, as I am doing now,

causes me not only delight, but

a probably quite unjustified pride.

After all, I have rarely given myself 

enough exercise or sleep. Further,

I’ve been overweight for decades.

So it’s all down to luck, and genes.

Thank you, long-lived ancestors —

albeit I note, with yet more pride,

I’ve now outlived you all (all I know).

But being still alive delights me, also,

for many other reasons. Life itself, despite 

its many ills and trials, is a source of joy. 

There are still roses growing, willows

by streams, and river red gums too,

and hoop pines piercing the high sky.

There are sunsets, there are clouds

that look like angels, and mountains

which dent the horizon with bending edges

resembling resting warriors, or dragons.

There are friends, and memories of past

friends, including many cats and dogs. 

Grievous loss — yet they are not lost.

There are books and paintings and music,

movies and laughter, my sons well grown …

I am blessed. I am richly blessed. I know it.

My response to my own prompt for Friday Writings #153 at Poets and Storytellers United. (Written 11 Nov. '24, the day before my 85th birthday.)

Holding My Breath

 

I’m not very good at doing that.

Push me in the pool, I’ll thrash, 

come up choking and spluttering

frantically. After even a short walk

I’m puffed, stopping in my tracks

to wait, bend over, gulp new air.

It doesn’t matter, I tell myself;

the whole panorama of Nature

does the same. I hear the thunder

blundering about in the dark,

enraged by its own clumsiness —

yelling, then pausing and gasping.

I imagine the whole world is old

like me, and having the same

trouble breathing — but perhaps 

I am mistaken, perhaps it’s only 

humanity which is on its last gasp,

and the world is still young in its time.

I’d like that. I want it to last longer,

to be rid of the harm we have caused.

I want it to go on eternally. Then

I could be resigned to my own death.

Might I return to see it thrive again?

If only! But I won’t hold my breath. 

Written for Friday Writings #51 at Poets and Storytellers United: 'Holding your breath.'

Days of thunder

always sudden —

I unplug modem, devices.

(Modem’s new.

Earlier storm 

killed the last.)

Few chances 

to share poems online

though I still write. 

Silver lining:

time

to find them.

In response to Friday Writings #151 at Poets and Storytellers United, where Magaly invites us to be inspired by Mary Oliver's poem,  “The Uses of Sorrow”: 

Someone I loved once gave me
a box full of darkness. 

It took me years to understand
that this, too, was a gift. 

Admittedly, the 'darkness' in my poem is more in the nature of an inconvenience. But I had trouble thinking of any darkness I've experienced which was also a gift. I guess it takes me even longer than it did Mary.