Solitary
Tomorrow will be Beltane night.
This time I’ll arrange to be out
when little Aussie trick-or-treaters
trailed by their mums and dads
pour onto the streets,
colourful costumes bizarre
in the strong daylight
of a warm Spring evening.
They don’t know
it isn’t really Halloween here.
They think that’s a calendar date
not a season. And they never heard
of old, cold Samhain, when the dead
may return as the veil grows thin....
(Who turned it into Halloween?
Oh yes, of course – churches.)
On Beltane night, tomorrow,
I’ll get back after dark
when the baby ghosts and monsters
are safely home in bed.
I’ll bathe. I’ll cast a circle.
There will be water, salt,
candles, a special crystal,
and rose oil, the perfume of love.
Bodily lovers being past or dead,
I’ll gaze at my own
face in the mirror
and speak to myself the words
of a ritual blessing, bringing in
love for me, then love for my friends,
love for the Goddess and the God,
love for all creation, love of Life.
Beautiful world, I will not forget you,
even when the work gets hard
and the nights grow cold.
Spinning the Wheel of the Year
alone at my tiny altar, the love I summon
is for you, your regeneration;
the love I call into being is for all of us.
The love I am is that which I seek.
Candle image by Maliz Ong. Released into Public Domain, License CCOC0
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Candle image by Maliz Ong. Released into Public Domain, License CCOC0
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What a SPECTACULAR poem! I love it all, especially the closing stanzas and your love for the earth as she moves through her cycles. I love this, Rosemary.
ReplyDeleteWow, what a lovely comment, Sherry! Thank you. You know how it is with brand-new poems – I wasn't sure if it was even working at all, so to be told this is very special.
DeleteYou took my breath away with this one, Rosemary!❤️ I particularly love the last stanza! It speaks to me of embracing ourselves for who we are and accepting and loving the things associated with us and the world .. because at the end of the day this is our world .. dark or light .. its pleasures and problems and everything in between .. belongs to us .. and helps shape us into the person we are meant to be. Life is about experiencing things .. of jumping into the unknown while having faith that we won't fall. I also love the idea of "rose oil, the perfume of love," it's one of my favorites! Thank you for a deeply touching poem!❤️
ReplyDeleteSo glad it spoke to you, Sanaa. And yes, I so agree with all your wise refections.
DeleteThat was beautiful... The love I am is that which I seek - I'm going to put that up on my desk... absolutely!
ReplyDeleteI didn't see that line coming; it was one of those moments of pure, felicitous inspiration. And once I'd written it, the force and truth of it really hit home. I'm thrilled that you will put it up on your desk.
DeleteI love your Aussie Beltane poem, Rosemary! Especially the lines:
ReplyDelete‘I’ll get back after dark
when the baby ghosts and monsters
are safely home in bed.
I’ll bathe. I’ll cast a circle.
There will be water, salt,
candles, a special crystal,
and rose oil, the perfume of love.’
Do they realise there are ghosts and witches in their midst?
Probably not, lol. I think it's a game for them, all about the dressing up and the lollies.
DeleteWhat a great example you set for others Rosemary showing that it is OK to be yourself even though you have different feelings and beliefs to many but do what satisfies you to be comfortable with your life.
ReplyDeleteThank you, Robin. (And I do it even when all alone with no-one watching, so I guess I must mean it, LOL.)
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ReplyDeleteEven when work is hard in the night group called love never dies. A good write.
They do say that Love makes the world go round.
DeleteWhat an entrancing poem - I love how you embrace the season
ReplyDeleteThank you, Jae.
DeleteI love this piece to no end, Rosemary. The speaker's tone--her mirthful knowing--goes perfect with the content. The poem reminds me of my childhood. I grew up in a tropical place, where the majority of the population was Catholic. Our Catholics were rather witchy, but... still, the celebration of my small community was different. We celebrated the seasons and the trees and the dirt and the bones, while they honored saints and such. This time of year, I was one of the few wearing a skull mask, dancing with the good dead, scaring away the bad...
ReplyDeleteYou are one who truly understands Halloween, then!
DeleteLovers past are sometimes best left there, but they have a way of making their presence known, at least once a year. Ha!
ReplyDeleteThey are welcome to turn up at Samhain, which in Australia is the last night of April.
DeleteI love how you show the way how you can live and embrace the season even in your early summer... somehow the ghosts seems so wrong when the darkness and season always seems to be such an important part of it...
ReplyDeleteBut always be yourself... conventions of church is not for me either.
I think it makes sense to embrace whatever season we are in.
DeleteThe older I get, the more I realize that we all have our part in the making and turning of the wheel--I loved this piece Rosemary--the ritual of it, the embracing nature of it--the connection to the earth and to the Goddess--just gorgeous--
ReplyDeleteI'm so glad it spoke to you, Audrey.
DeleteWOW!! Thank you for taking me along into your ritual "Spinning the Wheel of the Year" and spreading the love around. You are love, yes. Wonderful.
ReplyDeleteYou're welcome!
DeleteYour poem reads like the blessing of a goddess, so I suppose it's fitting that it came from you. :)
ReplyDeleteThank you.
DeleteI do love the rituals and deep meanings behind the Catholic Church - many of which are not understood or valued, I know. I know the Church Christianized many pagan holidays and rituals - and I find them all fascinating in their natural elements as well. To each their own - and may we all respect what is decent and good about all worship. Hugs.
ReplyDeleteMy Catholic cousins used to take me to Midnight Mass on Christmas Eve. It was there that I fell in love with ritual.
DeleteRosemary,
ReplyDeleteI love that you have perfectly illustrated in your poem, how we can celebrate and retain those other customs pertaining to calendar dates, like Samhain. No longer tied to church ownership of customs and religious practices..a freedom to celebrate as we wish..
But something of a challenge to find a way to celebrate Beltane on one's own!
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ReplyDeleteJimNovember 4, 2019 at 12:12 AM
Thank you, Rosemary, for this wonderful description of the Beltane night. Sometime I would like to attend one of these. It sounds like the body must be freshly bathed and presentable for things to work.
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Not necessarily, but it can be made part of the ritual.
DeleteLove is the common link between the celebration of both Beltane and Samhain. I know that as a solitary myself that any feeling of disconnect from what the rest of society is doing is forgotten during a meaningful rite.
ReplyDeleteThis is such a wise observation, Rommy!
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