‘Glad your ordeal’s over,’
they tell me, full of concern
for both me and my little cat.
Some add, ‘You never needed
to suffer so much stress.’
How to explain? For me
it was necessary (even though,
I now know, much of it wasn’t)
and an adventure (even though here
nothing spectacular happened).
Poppi was extremely comfortable
on piled blankets, enjoyed her supper,
and is always happy near me. She did
protest the disruption – on principle –
loudly, once, then settled and slept.
I’d set up the bathroom early. (‘Choose
your smallest room,’ officialdom said.)
I’m old and slow, Poppi’s old and deaf.
I knew I couldn’t wait for some moment
of certainty, urgency, then start to move.
The night before, I was very scared.
It was the unknown, the waiting.
I got up, made camomile tea,
read Tarot and I Ching, glugged
Rescue Remedy, went back to sleep.
I always need something to do.
On the night itself, there were things
to do. I couldn’t read, instead kept watch
on Alfred’s slow, erratic progress. ‘Keep
the updates coming,’ family begged.
The comfortable chair soon wasn’t.
Sitting up all night in one position
was a strain on these elderly legs.
I hauled out the shower chair, added
a cushioning blanket, propped my feet.
By morning – with news of downgrading
to a mere ‘tropical low’ – I went to my bed.
Poppi checked the view from the windows,
then came, as usual, to supervise me. I
disappeared into the soundest, safest sleep.
I’m too high for flooding. I have supplies.
No tree crashed on my roof. My windows
didn’t crack. I haven’t lost power yet.
Others are not so blessed. Alfred wasn’t
the strongest, but his reach was wide.
I hear right now an ambulance – or is it
a fire truck? – sirening past, just down the hill.
(The firies do water rescues too.) I almost
wish I was Catholic, so I could cross myself.
Instead I send light. As I do to the whole area.
In hindsight, I see, much that I did
was unnecessary, some of it foolish.
But I’m proud I achieved things
I never imagined I could, physically
and mentally – yes, ‘at my age’!
Before the event, my niece-who-is-like-
a-daughter phoned to say, ‘What an
adventure!’ (In drought country, she
envies us all this rain. ) Only a small
adventure, I tell myself. But yes!
Good it has been downgraded and there was no damage or loss of power. Must have been quite a night for you and Poppi! Glad you're both ok. A man on Substack had pictures of the river running high right in front of his house. " I almost / wish I was Catholic, so I could cross myself. / Instead I send light. As I do to the whole area." - massive lines!
ReplyDeletePlenty of damage and loss of power around me though, and flood waters rising. Your own beautiful rain poem on Substack inspired me to pen yet another about this experience, my next post here.
Delete😊🌹lost for words!
DeleteLoved your words describing these events. So very glad your preparations were not needed in the end.
ReplyDeleteMe too!
DeletePleased you are OK. Give yourself a pat on the back for managing so well. Hopefully the worst is over for your area..Keep safe. Hope you have lots of comfort treats in your supplies:)
ReplyDeleteThank you!
DeleteAlas, the flood waters are rising and the rain will continue for days to come. Of course, we are used to major flooding here, by now. :(