‘Glad your ordeal’s over,’
they tell me, full of concern
for both me and my little cat.
Some add, ‘You never needed
to suffer so much stress.’
How to explain? For me
it was necessary (even though,
I now know, much of it wasn’t)
and an adventure (even though here
nothing spectacular happened).
Poppi was extremely comfortable
on piled blankets, enjoyed her supper,
and is always happy near me. She did
protest the disruption – on principle –
loudly, once, then settled and slept.
I’d set up the bathroom early. (‘Choose
your smallest room,’ officialdom said.)
I’m old and slow, Poppi’s old and deaf.
I knew I couldn’t wait for some moment
of certainty, urgency, then start to move.
The night before, I was very scared.
It was the unknown, the waiting.
I got up, made camomile tea,
read Tarot and I Ching, glugged
Rescue Remedy, went back to sleep.
I always need something to do.
On the night itself, there were things
to do. I couldn’t read, instead kept watch
on Alfred’s slow, erratic progress. ‘Keep
the updates coming,’ family begged.
The comfortable chair soon wasn’t.
Sitting up all night in one position
was a strain on these elderly legs.
I hauled out the shower chair, added
a cushioning blanket, propped my feet.
By morning – with news of downgrading
to a mere ‘tropical low’ – I went to my bed.
Poppi checked the view from the windows,
then came, as usual, to supervise me. I
disappeared into the soundest, safest sleep.
I’m too high for flooding. I have supplies.
No tree crashed on my roof. My windows
didn’t crack. I haven’t lost power yet.
Others are not so blessed. Alfred wasn’t
the strongest, but his reach was wide.
I hear right now an ambulance – or is it
a fire truck? – sirening past, just down the hill.
(The firies do water rescues too.) I almost
wish I was Catholic, so I could cross myself.
Instead I send light. As I do to the whole area.
In hindsight, I see, much that I did
was unnecessary, some of it foolish.
But I’m proud I achieved things
I never imagined I could, physically
and mentally – yes, ‘at my age’!
Before the event, my niece-who-is-like-
a-daughter phoned to say, ‘What an
adventure!’ (In drought country, she
envies us all this rain. ) Only a small
adventure, I tell myself. But yes!
Sharing with Poets and Storytellers United for Friday Writings #168: misunderstood words and misconceptions.
I wrote this poem to correct false impressions some people had about my experience of Tropical Cyclone Alfred, based on facebook posts to keep my family and friends updated – which impressions ranged from deep sympathy for my supposed 'ordeal' to dismissing my preparations as making a ridiculous fuss.
Truth is, most people here were flying blind, doing our best to follow advice from the authorities; the cyclone took a long time to make landfall, and its path kept altering during that time; I personally experienced only inconvenience and discomfort, but many others suffered devastating damage to their homes; there was an aftermath of widespread flooding, though thankfully very little loss of life.
Good it has been downgraded and there was no damage or loss of power. Must have been quite a night for you and Poppi! Glad you're both ok. A man on Substack had pictures of the river running high right in front of his house. " I almost / wish I was Catholic, so I could cross myself. / Instead I send light. As I do to the whole area." - massive lines!
ReplyDeletePlenty of damage and loss of power around me though, and flood waters rising. Your own beautiful rain poem on Substack inspired me to pen yet another about this experience, my next post here.
Delete😊🌹lost for words!
DeleteI worry about these massive, slow cyclones and the potential widespread damage in countries that are far less resilient. Now that climate action seems pretty much dead in the water, everything seems bleaker than usual. Hope everyone in Alfred's path stay safe.
DeleteYou're right. Our State Emergency Services do wonderful work, particularly now that they have had a few years of practice with major floods in this area. We have had very little loss of life this time, so far. It's very possible that more people will become homeless, but there are government and private organisations which can give them some help. I imagine there are countries which lack such means of relief.
DeleteLoved your words describing these events. So very glad your preparations were not needed in the end.
ReplyDeleteMe too!
DeletePleased you are OK. Give yourself a pat on the back for managing so well. Hopefully the worst is over for your area..Keep safe. Hope you have lots of comfort treats in your supplies:)
ReplyDeleteThank you!
DeleteAlas, the flood waters are rising and the rain will continue for days to come. Of course, we are used to major flooding here, by now. :(
Scared waiting, not knowing just how bad it will get and precisely where. You describe the first stage of extreme weather warnings well. I've felt it. The key is in the title, Surviving. A twist here or a turn there could randomly hit anywhere so one must be prepared as best one can be for the worst, and you wisely were.
ReplyDeleteThank you! Yes, I thought 'better safe than sorry'. It was a learning experience; and next time I'll have a better understanding of how to go about it.
DeleteEven small adventures count - glad you are safe and thank you for your lovely comment at mine - Jae
ReplyDeleteI'm glad too! And thank you for your wise comment here. It seems to me you have learned much wisdom on your journey.
DeleteGlad you are ok. small adventures count! i've heard it said that the difference between fear and excitement is simply your opinion of it.
ReplyDeleteThank you. Yes, I think there's some truth in that!
DeleteGlad to hear that Poppi and you are safe. The waiting part must be difficult. We grumble about the hot weather and thunderstorms here, but is fortunate not to have extreme weather.
ReplyDelete-dsnake1-
Yes, the waiting was the worst for people like me, – but for many less fortunate others I am sure the aftermath was worse!
DeleteTake care. Be well.
ReplyDeleteSmall adventure with less massive impact.
Very much the kind I prefer!
DeleteWe live in a country of extremes (As Dot said: "Of droughts and flooding rains"...). It's great that you weren't affected as much as expected, although as you said, others weren't so lucky. I believe we still live in a "lucky Country" as in times of trouble, people do band together and help each other - let's not lose that!
ReplyDeleteAgreed!
DeleteGlad that you and Poppi are safe , an adventure indeed . And glad also for beautiful light that you sent.......
ReplyDeleteThank you for being glad – on both counts.
DeleteYou picked the perfect spot for yourself and Poppi. Cozy and practical.
ReplyDeleteI love the light you send.
Thank you.
DeleteWe were safe and cosy enough, but it was stressful for both all the same, which took some days afterwards to ease. Someone suggested Poppi would have sensed the changed energy of the weather outside, and I'm sure that's correct.