‘A case of nirvana,’ she says –
and I imagine it packed in a suitcase,
a certain portion of it, to take as luggage
everywhere I go …
small pieces of nirvana
might be broken off for snacks
to sustain me while travelling, or
in liquid form it could quench my thirst
more than water (do we not all
thirst for nirvana?).
When arriving somewhere
for an overnight stay on my way,
I might open my case and remove
a silken cloak of nirvana
to wrap around my shoulders:
light, yet warmly comforting.
What if I were to put the case down
and forget to take it up again?
I might spend forever after
searching for lost nirvana. Or perhaps
as in a spy movie, someone
would deftly swap cases with me.
What would I get in exchange
for my case of nirvana? And to what
secret vault would it go – hidden forever,
or used to change the world?
The title is stolen from Rajani Radhakrishnan's poem A case of nirvana under a Ficus Mysorensis which is far more brilliant, beautiful and profound than this, and which I love in many ways. While I couldn't resist going off on this silly little tangent, and also must ethically acknowledge my source, I certainly don't wish to detract from the message of that source. Therefore you should please regard them as entirely separate, not to be compared in any way – and also go and absorb Rajani's wise and wonderful writing. (PS She has seen this and it amused her.)
Sharing this with Poets and Storytellers United at Friday Writings #205.

I love your playfulness with the word and concept of Nirvana- we all could certainly use a case full of it over-night stay or not! Jae
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DeleteOh I very much enjoyed you piece of Nirvana Brilliant and love that last stanza
ReplyDeleteThanks, Marja, glad it brought you enjoyment.
DeleteI wasn't familiar with Nirvana so I had to look it up. Seems in the U.S
ReplyDeleteNirvana is the name of a well liked Rock band. Didn't learn much.
Jim
Oh dear, I quite forgot about the rock band! Rajani didn't capitalise the word in her poem; I have now gone through mine and uncapitalised it, hoping that might help. Here's a definition I found on Google:'Nirvana is a place of perfect peace and happiness, like heaven. In Buddhism, nirvana is the highest state that someone can attain, a state of enlightenment, meaning a person's individual desires and suffering go away.'
DeleteI loved this idea of carrying our own peace along. When we wrap ourselves in it—wherever we go and whatever we do—the external noise loses its power. It becomes helpless, unable to touch the inner sanctity we protect within.
ReplyDeleteYes. I was being playful with the idea, but there is of course an underlying seriousness.
Deletenot a "silly" tangent, but an intriguing one! Had fun reading this. Well done.
ReplyDeleteThank you so much!
DeleteThat fits well in our situation here. Thank you much.
ReplyDeleteYou are welcome, my dear friend.
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