… although I think my cat does it better. Still,
as I can’t be her, I can at least enjoy her –
that sleek, soft fur, and the long low purr
she gives me when I stroke her after she’s 
just awoken, or at any time really. And then, 
I like the scent of roses – to stoop to them, 
low; breathe them in, deep and slow. 
What blessings are our noses! Without those 
versatile organs, we’d all be losers. 
But as one door closes, another opens: 
the seasonal flowers must die down 
now, in the slowing of autumn, before 
being reborn. Yet I can’t be forlorn 
when every new cloud thrills me with beauty,
or when the moon shines full, or I grab a mango
and taste my fill. 
My friend sends a video of her afternoon,
in her new home, peacefully gazing at rain
through her picture window; in the background
Tony Martin and k.d. lang singing – bringing
her own pleasure over the streets and houses to me, 
where I’m alone and now no longer alone. Though
the tone of the day might seem subdued, yet I feel
I could rise and dance a fandango, springing
from my chair to whirl in the air, flinging wide 
my hands; or segue to a tango, imagining arms
that I have known, fond arms, holding me, bold 
and tender, shouldering a kind share of my cares. And 
if all I can do now is call on memory, still how I like
to dream and remember.... Yes, I like my living,
I like my loving: all that I’ve done, and all that as long
as Fate weaves, I will.
[Earlier version posted 13 April '24.]
Sharing this with Poets United for Friday Writings #147, my own prompt: What soothes you? I didn't write this for the prompt, but it contains various things which soothe me and make me feel better whatever the circumstances: being out in nature, my beloved cat, music that I like, good friends, lovely memories ...