We who with songs beguile your pilgrimage / And swear that Beauty lives though lilies die, / We Poets of the proud old lineage / Who sing to find your hearts, we know not why ... (James Elroy Flecker)

28.2.18

Some Still Leak Through

For the (fictional) series, "Edges".
His Voice


Some Still Leak Through

What I have seen and forgotten
comes back in dreams,
but remembered there strangely.

When I wake, I still feel the shapes 
of those events, distorted from mediocre
into the rare and disturbing.

But then everything tends seaward,
dreams and memories reeling away
like clouds gusting to the horizon.

Are they messages, coming indeed from you
whom I work to forget and diminish; are they real?
Is your soul seeking mine even as we sleep?

It is foolish to think so. I brush away tear
and dream at once. Both are illusory here,
where I choose again the immediate moment.


Linking to Poets United' Poetry Pantry #403

20 comments:

  1. I woke just that way from a dream, my friend. This poem brings a remembering tear.

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  2. "When I wake, I still feel the shapes
    of those events"

    such a vivid explanation of it all

    much love..

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  3. This is beyond beautiful, Rosemary! I am still dwelling upon "Is your soul seeking mine even as we sleep?"💞

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  4. Sadly it is all you and your brain teasing you with past moments, actual or just dreams that were wishes that wouldn't go away!

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  5. Written in a dreamlike way, this poem reminds me of occasions when I have woken and felt still in the dream, especially:
    'But then everything tends seaward,
    dreams and memories reeling away
    like clouds gusting to the horizon'.

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  6. When I wake, I still feel the shapes
    of those events, distorted from mediocre
    into the rare and disturbing.

    Dreams despite being bad dreams one seems to be still affected by it upon waking up. Very true Rosemary!

    Hank

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  7. This is beautiful ! Reminds of many such moments that comes, touch and leave me wondering...

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  8. My dreams are all topsy-turvy, had to see them as connected to anything in a waking day. Sometimes I wonder...perhaps the dreams are real, the waking life a dream? Nicely done.

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  9. This resonates with everyone who sleeps and dreams. Those cobwebs that remain are so real. You depicted the emotions so well.

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  10. But then everything tends seaward... palpable emotion...

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  11. I love how you mix the dream in... somehow I feel that the dreams feel more real... reality being just a shadow of our dreams.

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  12. but some memories are so hard to brush away, even though one tries very hard to 'forget and diminish".
    a lovely write. :)

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  13. Strangely, seeing my comment above, this morning I woke up just that way from a dream again...........strange blurry shapes, blurry remembering.......this poem captures the feeling exactly.

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  14. It seems to be the week for dreams. I have often felt this way when I awaken lugging the dream behind me. I love the last three lines particularly.

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  15. nicely penned you speak of something that I have experienced as well

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  16. I love this. It resonates with me through my loss of my parents. Sometimes the dreams feel so real.

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  17. Dreams can be so vivid and powerful. This is beautiful.

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  18. Lovely opening and close to this cascading, reflections on a dream. I think you captured it wonderfully ... and yes, with resonance.

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