We who with songs beguile your pilgrimage / And swear that Beauty lives though lilies die, / We Poets of the proud old lineage / Who sing to find your hearts, we know not why ... (James Elroy Flecker)

3.3.18

The Escapee


For the (fictional) series, “Edges”.
Her Voice 


The Escapee

I was not yet forty. So young!
I couldn't believe life would change so fast.

Now I can't claw my way back 
to that impossible innocence.

Hordes of mosquitos infest the swamp. I stay
well away. But you, Spirit, invade my home.

Should I board up windows, lock doors?
Is this a quick house call, or a conduit to nothing?

The four-lane highway I used to call Life
is distant now, over those many hills and trees.

Only this torn-out newspaper item (your face 
gazing from it) I can’t discard.

You had the grace of a fawn,
the delicate ears of a faery.

You floored it, speeding away,
hot for the embrace of danger.

I retreated, found this port 
in my storm, relaxed into it.…

How the camera has caught
just that turn of your head!


Linking to Poets United's Poetry Pantry #405



27 comments:

  1. Interesting how one moment can change us forever....those milestones that forever shake and shape us....and our choices. They define who we are. I am always fascinated by my choices, and the what ifs. Really a very insightful poem Rosemary! Got my brain clicking.

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  2. I love the way that you close this. Such an unexpected detail and so intimate.

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  3. Somehow such a touching write!

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  4. I love the grace of a fawn, the delicate ears of a faery! Wonderful writing, my friend!

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  5. I do think things change fast. When we look back, we notice just HOW fast things have changed. And we wonder how it was that we were once 'impossibly innocent.'

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  6. Is this a quick house call, or a conduit to nothing?... like that!! And the close is wonderful as well!

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  7. Great story telling in this piece

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  8. Rosemary, you always convey the convictions of an individualist in a most appealing way.

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  9. This is beautifully deep and introspective! 💜 Sometimes we don't even realize how much we have changed until we are faced with a difficult situation. It's almost like an out of body experience.. watching yourself deal with things you never thought you could before.💜

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  10. What is life but an adventure full of ups and downs, joys and sadness but it's best though to regret nothing...but I haven't managed that yet!

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  11. There are some goodbyes that leave big holes in our hearts.

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  12. Read this several times over - a voyeuristic pleasure to read looking over your shoulder at the past - you certainly can tweak the ghosts

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    1. We all have real ghosts of course, so it wasn't too hard to dream up some fictional ones. (Smile.)

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  13. As we do in New Mexico, perhaps you might paint your windows and doors a lovely shade of blue. Keeps out evil spirits.

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    1. Thanks, Annell, wish I'd known this before I finished this series of poems. I might have worked it in somewhere – such a lovely image.

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  14. loved this ... looking back can conjure up all kinds of ghosts who can change as time passes

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  15. Oh, this is beautiful. Lovely writing that evoked many emotions for me!

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  16. It's amazing how a photograph can jog so many details from memory and how we still lose so many in the speed of life changes. I love the lines:
    'Only this torn-out newspaper item (your face
    gazing from it) I can’t discard'
    and
    'How the camera has caught
    just that turn of your head!'

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  17. I read this over a few times. I saw the change time brings, the letting go of youth, the spirit invading the present.
    That last line is superb and intriguing. I am enjoying this series so much.

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  18. Another great "photograph" of life's intrigue.
    ZQ

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  19. Memories, as spirits, live with us.

    How difficult it is to forget some of time past...

    Wistful write Rosemary, with an excellent close.

    Anna :o]

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  20. Love the details in this and how they cascade to a layered and impactful line:

    'I retreated, found this port
    in my storm, relaxed into it.…;

    Awesome writing!

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  21. Things change that fast>? It co-relates with age. The older you are the faster it appears to be. Now that half a year is practically gone and it goes in a jiffy!

    Hank

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  22. Cameras (and poems) have a way of capturing things that the eye ordinarily can't see.

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  23. interesting turn of the story.
    i am wondering if this is turning into a dystopian or apocalyptic world. :)

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    1. At this stage I didn't know myself where it was heading!

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